Our History

   Since I was a girl, I dreamed of the usual things: studying, working, building a family, and living in peace… but life comes with a box full of surprises. I quickly learned that life isn’t easy and that plans rarely turn out the way we imagine. I have faced anxiety, depression, and unexpected medical diagnoses that shook my ideals. And though these things hurt, they revealed something vital: even in the midst of the storm, God has always been with me, and I have never been alone.

One of the greatest gifts God has given me is Javier, my husband. From the moment we met, everything was electric, as if every piece had been connected from the very start and nothing could stop it. We’re two souls who could talk each other’s ear off. But beyond all the words, we've truly done it all together: we've talked, laughed, cried, and in the middle of every challenge, we’ve learned how to hold each other up. At the same time, we savor every good moment to the fullest, never wasting a minute, because every moment together is a gift.

From that mix of faith, struggle, and resilience, our shop was born. It’s not just a business—it’s our testimony. We design t-shirts and hoodies with a clear and meaningful message: Still with F.E.A.R. – Faith, Endurance, Acceptance, Resilience. Each garment was created to remind you that your scars tell your story, not your defeat. Our clothing isn’t empty fashion: these are declarations of life that proclaim God is still there in the midst of every crisis, steadying us step by step.

This project is dedicated, with all my love, to Javier: my partner in dreams, battles, tears, laughter, and victories. I also dedicate it to my parents and siblings, with the hope that we’ll see each other soon—healed and stronger—because I keep moving forward for you as well. And finally, I dedicate it to you: because even if your story is different from mine, we share the most important thing… we’re still standing.

I won’t give up… and you don't have to either.
I’m still here, and so are you… and my brand exists to remind you of that.
Because every t-shirt and hoodie from Still with F.E.A.R. isn’t just fashion—
It’s a declaration of life: Faith, Endurance, Acceptance, and Resilience.

With love,
Niliet